i feel very left out and alone and even though i have friends who love and care about me, i feel like they don’t really and that sometimes they totally forget i even fucking exist
i guess just leaving would make me feel better?? like i won’t have to deal with being left out anymore, and i won’t have to deal with the burden of friends. i can just be alone in the best way possible, not longing to be with people who i like, and just being with myself.



